Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Indecision

So I'm an attorney and like a lot of attorneys I know I don't like it so much.  Thus the question: what am I going to do about it?

I've been considering going back to school for a while now and not just like get-my-masters kind of school.  More like go-to-school-for-ten-years-to-be-something-totally-new school.  Obviously that's kind of a big decision (gosh, I'm all about this deep analysis at 5:00 a.m., huh?).  So I've decided to make a list here on the internet for my own purposes (mostly) to help aid my decision.

Pros (for 10-year-school-option):

  • Work toward a career I enjoy and find fulfilling (not just a job that I dread going to everyday)
  • Although I would be adding significantly to my husband's and my student loan situation -- 10-year-school has pretty good pay in most instances.  In fact, I would ultimately make more in that career than I ever will as an attorney b/c I'm not a big firm, big billable hours kind of girl.
  • I LOVE school.  I know I am revealing my inner nerd here, but I love taking notes and organizing them and planning a school schedule and I don't mind taking tests that much either (except for the Bar Exam, that blew)
  • I've always been into physical fitness (although the size of my ass right now might suggest differently, but it's winter BACK OFF!) and the type of new career I am interested in has options with physical aspects.  Wouldn't it be nice to exercise your brain and brawn in a day's work?
Cons
  • Money.  Although this might not make me sound to endearing to some, my husband and I make good money and have a lifestyle we've come to enjoy in our time as attorneys.  We have a nice house (not big, but not too small) and two dogs (aka "The Buddies) that seem to need a $200 vet visit about once a month or so.  I like to shop (a lot).  I mean, I can't say I shouldn't go back to school because I like to online shop at Old Navy, but I realize little things like that would have to change (for a LONG time). 
  • I've already gone to school for 7 years post high school graduation.   And truthfully, part of me feels irresponsible for investing so much time (and money) into one goal only to reject it three years in.
  • Time.  This is a con on two levels.  (1) I am 27 (yikes, I just typed 28?!; why am I trying to age myself on my own blog?) and 10 years of school from now is a little late to been starting a new career fresh out of school right?  (2) The life of a student (with studying, tests, breaks, etc.) is very different than a life of a working attorney.  I have reservations about taking away time I spend with my husband and The Buddies for a totally different life as a student.
So, obviously this list isn't a complete one, but it gets the ball rolling I guess.  What makes me think about it is that I've always been one of those "No day but today" people.  And the thought of keep on keepin' on with this attorney thing for the rest of my working life is too depressing for words.  Who knows?

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Good or bad I've done it...

After spending much time reading blogs, I've decided to take the plunge.  Hopefully a few people will find it interesting (after today; this one is already kind of boring)!  If nothing else it will be a creative outlet for me that I so desperately need these days.  Check back soon and I promise to slowly, but surely make my blog look less bushleague!